fucking stressed up about next weeeeeeeeeek! school or RWS? can i, shut myself, for this whole month. please. ah fuck. i can’t find any solution(s) to it.
anyway, you know what? i’m fucking tired trying to ‘chase’ after people. ah, go and die. ok? i know i’m a nobody anymore. all i know, i did my part. so now, just do whatever you want. simple. anything, you know where to find me.
ha! who cares. at the end of the day, no one will save me, anyway. well, who fuckin’ cares, bitch. hidup mesti independent! jiwa mesti gagah! hahahahaha. tak boleh lemau lemau. betul tak? ;D kepada orang-orang yang tak peduli, mereka semua boleh pergi mampos. yay.
buat jahat dah memang salah. buat baik pun boleh jadi salah. sucks ar to be nice, sometimes. ha!
also, this another fella. sentences all covered with sweet words. bootlickin’ much? how can i even trust you? ok, maybe you’re sincere. maybe just another sweet talker motherfucker. well basically, i’ve lost my trust. and nothing seems to gain back that trust. not only to you. well y’know, to the rest of the guys too. and i, don’t like your words. they’re only sweet to read. not feel. sorry? neh. stop trying. doesn’t matter if you’re sincere. just. stop.
P.S you said i’ve changed. but have you ever think what made me change. idiot.