Smokers are cool, but non-smokers are cooler.

i love the people who reads my updates. i really think they care for me so much :) and i can never thank them enough.

school was slack, and we decided to make it short. ha. not going school again tomorrow. i find theory a waste of time. teacher keeps repeating the same ol’ thing. come just for the sake of attendance. bah. but i won’t always do this. i know i can’t. just once in awhile, promise. hitting the gym tomorrow. yeehaa, finally.

but i’m still tired. shagged. worn out. exhausted. yet i can’t seem to sleep for long hours. i’m going mad. i think. and i’m happy that my skin is improving. yes. it is. i’ve made a lot of effort, and the result is slowly showing. but i won’t stop. and i won’t stop. and i will never stop. caring about my skin. sorry for the lack of attention. love you, skin.

now i need to caress my hair more often, and talk to it. cause i heard and i remember someone told me that the hair will grow healthier if i do that. i don’t know if it’s just a stupid myth but i think i’ll give it a try. i don’t care if anyone thinks i’m crazy. i am already crazy. i don’t mind talking to my hair while walking down the street, like that.

i am so so vain. i know. but that’s normal for girls i suppose. i don’t understand non-vain girls. i really don’t.

P.S let me be your best damn thing, and tear you f’kin apart.

Monday, November 9, 2009