Glitter In My Veins ♥

daily rants now on blue-onablackweekend.

wake up around the afternoon or evening, shower, dress up, go out, reach home after midnight, online, sleep when the sun has rise, and the whole thing repeats like a cycle. the very normal teenage routine during holidays. tsk. that’s what have been happening. well it’s stay home monday today. studied a little. prolly going out tomorrow.

eh eh nothing else i can say. only some personal things. refer to my private blog. it’s updated :) well for now, i can say, i’m alright. heh.

P.S so sick of town.

- and you can’t handle me.

annoying. annoying. annoying. i hate it when people play dumb. like, seriously. get a life. gah. i really do not like him.

well, have you ever, dislike this one person, and well, very much close to hate, but you just can’t leave that person, can’t ignore that person, because you just wish to tear him/her up and apart?

i am not a mean person. never. but this is what i’m feeling now. i am trying to stop this. trying very hard. tsk. jealousy is not the matter, ova he’a. it’s just that, i…. hate guys. badly, terribly hate em. y’know. my ego is growing rapidly. i apologize for that.

NOT! pala buto jadi lesbian sudah aaah hahahaha!

and this random conversation i had with this very silly uncle of mine just now during the hari raya gather gather.

U: ‘anisah lepas ITE apa plan?’
A: ‘err, entah eh? belum decide ah.’
U: ‘belum decide? apa lagiiii, kahwin ahhh!’
A: ‘GILA!’
U: ‘APA KAU CAKAP?’
A: ‘eh, tak. takda apa. nantilah tengok dulu.’

=.= itu baru betul punya macam faham! sial ah, i can’t believe i answered that. where was my mind at that point of time? bloody fuckhead.

i am so fuckin’ bored. rape me, please?

December, how long more should i wait for you? i can’t wait any longer already y’know. i need to meet my hearthrob. haha. i know i am too much. but come home soon, please. and bloody text me ok. goodness. yay! *smiles from ear to ear* and i got to know his bestfriend too. we get along so well. super yayness! ha. why do i sounds so gay. shingz.

anyway, it’s already holidays now. i think. erm. just that i have to report to school next thursday for revision, and friday for the exam itself. i’m gonna spend some time studying next week. i’m not kidding. since i have nothing to do. it’s like only the first week, and i’m already this bored. fuck yourself for me please.

it’s hari raya haji tomorrow. nothing special. just waiting for moneyzxz again :) but it won’t be as much as hari raya puasa. that is for sure.

and JAKE, please. i miss you guys, like bloodyhell much. when you guys plan to meet? next year is it? tsk. bye :)

i feel like getting back to blogger. or, create a livejournal account. i feel weird creating post here about my daily stuffs, and my whatsoevers. will update you people if i make any changes :)

and oh my god. i miss a lot of people. i have been all alone these days. but i’m fine. hehe.

P.S Holly G, is Perfect ♥

Mom: ‘anisah.. anisah. makan, makan, makan. itu je kau tahu.’
Myself: *stares angrily at mom, and continue eating*

=.=v

i think i’ve gained some weight. i’m afraid to weigh myself. damn. run with me, anyone?

“If the nose of a woman is hooked like a parrot, she is good natured, enjoys fame, is clever and a well wisher of her family. A straight nose and of normal length makes a woman beautiful, wise, witty and diligent. A woman with a small nose is cunning, shrewd, mischievous and lustful. If the nose is depressed in the middle, the front part very high, crooked or very fat, then such a woman will be devoid of love and sympathy. she will be wicked, cruel, loose in character and hasty in decision. If the nostrils are fat and wide, the woman will be lazy, strong headed, proud and fond of a pleasurable life. If the tip of the nose is small, the woman will pass her life as a slave. If the tip of the nose is long, she will be of harsh temperament. If the tip is depressed, it is an omen for longevity of her husband. If there is hair on her nose, she is shrewd and unlucky.”

HAHAHA. what’s yours?

‘You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.’

teach me how to.

i think i can’t and i don’t believe in any boys or any men anymore. i have this mindset whereby those words that fall off their mouth are just words, being said just for the sake of saying it.

i have this feeling that every guy that’s gonna enter in my life, or those that are already in it, are all the same and just gonna do one similar job - trying their best to get my attention, get closer, make me fall head over heels for them, and then leave.

but as for now, i am glad that i have a heart of stone. basically, the stone took over those broken glasses :) if you get what i mean.

have you, especially the girls, snapped so many self portraits at that one point of time, and only upload a few of them on the web? well basically, i am one of them vain girls. i swear i have like a few hundreds over of self portraits in my folder i have yet to upload. ha! super lazy. if i were to upload most of em, people may think i’m self obsessed, or i have nothing else better to do, or they will think i’m mentel, or whatsoevers.

wait. just fuck what others think :) :)